flying0circles

Waking up

2012-02-09T00:36:00.001+08:00

I found verity on Nolan's Avenue
Down where the air is sweet as L.A. skies are blue
The water tried to break it down but it held through
It gave a little for the sake of staying true

We cut ties we tell lies
We hate change and we wanna claim where we feel
We take toes we rake yours
Yeah we dig holes and we're diggin right in your fears

We're waking up we're waking up
And right on time and right on time
We'll take these roads we'll break them up
And right on time and right on time

We got cars we write laws we won't pause
Don't you know we're always working this hard
We dont lose we might bruise
Yeah but we'll rain fire on ya till you're playing
All of your cards

We're waking up

Baking story

2012-01-22T02:23:00.001+08:00

Ask me (almost) anything at Formspring!

Parachute Band - Peace on earth

2012-01-22T02:22:00.000+08:00

Song of the moment

2011

2011-12-21T04:36:00.001+08:00

This year has by far been the biggest change for me, in many aspects of my life. I'm pausing here for a really long while because I don't really know where to start. ~ I've made many new friends but most thankfully, I've continued to maintain and be close to loved ones, the ones that really matter the most. With so many old friends embarking on new journeys and directions in their lives, it is really heartening to see that despite life's changes, some things, such as friendship, will not change, but will grow ever gold with time. This year, I had to learn to step out of my comfort zone even further, confront my fears, adapt to new changes, battle initial apprehensions, stay firm to beliefs despite temptations and make big decisions. To be honest, I can still remember being a great emotional mess ball in the early half of this year because there were so many things that were successfully bringing me down as a person, bringing out the worst in me. I lost the war to my inner demons and insecurities. However, despite a love lost, I got/get to experience the beauty of slow healing and lift my eyes to the Maker of the mountains I could not climb. The process of healing is really slow but I take heart in the beauty of it, as it lies in the fact that one day you will be taken for surprise --- when you suddenly realise it does not hurt as much anymore.

With all that said, I really wonder how 2012 will end up. One year ago, everything that I wanted then, has ended up differently now. It has always been me to dislike big changes, as I like constant stability in my life. However, I've embraced much change especially in the past 6 months ~ ideals, issues, and people I once held close to my heart have changed. Whether these changes are for better or worse, I don't really know either.

All I hope for myself is to continue working hard towards whatever goals I set for myself, and to persevere amidst the tough times. To always be appreciative of all the loved ones and keep them close to my heart. Lastly, to learn to let myself go and start believing again (soon), because " you can never protect yourself from sadness without also protecting yourself from happiness ".
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You are the apple of my eye

2011-12-06T13:01:00.002+08:00

The Notebook

2011-12-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

Excerpt from a letter from Noah to Allie : " The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hope to give you forever "
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O L D I S G O L D - C L O S E 2 M Y H E A R T

2011-11-07T00:58:00.013+08:00

and to rachel lin jia my pillar of support, i refuse to post old photos of us,
so please lets take photos when you're back from the UK :)

Take down the strength i've built inside

2011-11-04T18:53:00.004+08:00

Dead tired, I would like to eat baskin&robin's choc chip cookie dough now :)
Need to eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep earlier, be more productive, wake up in time to see the sunrise, hear the birds chirp, and appreciate all the small little blessings around me.

Bintan August w Ames love

2011-10-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

The wrong goodbye

2011-10-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

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i believe in Pooh :)

2011-09-19T17:08:00.004+08:00

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via twixtwin

2011-09-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

" Too many times i've wished i cld simply close my eyes and wait it out, for all of this to be over. I guess there's no easy way out of this, it's all part of the process right? No running away. Pain and tears and eventually a way out. This is me just grateful for everyone who's been there for me. For drying my tears, for crying w me, for hugging me thru my (hard times). For listening to me and giving me time to find courage to open up. For showering me w words of comfort and wisdom. I love you, and i just want to thank you guys for not walking out whn my walls came down. "

V reddropsonroses

2011-09-17T14:56:00.002+08:00

As I’ve grown, I’ve learned several things. Life is full of disappointments and people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I’ve learned that often those you love will love someone else and there’s only one way to fall; fast and hard. I’ve learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I’ve found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person’s eyes. I’ve learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye and tears often come without invitation. I’ve learned crying can make us stronger and there is never too much love to go around. I’ve learned that prejudice helps no one and that weapons don’t hurt people, people hurt people. I’ve learned sticks and stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I’ve found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it’s a piece that you will never get back. I’ve learned the past is meant to be put behind us and we can’t dwell on regrets, for what’s done is done. I’ve learned that trusting yourself is the first step and that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I’ve found that family is always blood and everyone is someone’s hero. I’ve learned life is unexpected and that God can do anything. I’ve learned some things aren’t meant to be understood and that only time heals. I’ve found that imagination is our greatest gift and that we are meant to dream for a reason. I’ve learned it is never too late to fall in love and that being ‘beautiful’ is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers and everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it’s full and true potential.

Wherever you go, I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart

2011-09-15T04:16:00.002+08:00

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Favourite!

2011-09-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

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The notebook

2011-09-12T13:48:00.001+08:00

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"It's taking all the power i have"

2011-09-11T18:14:00.006+08:00

0409/ 2000-0215

2011-09-08T23:43:00.005+08:00

I wanna break every clock, the hands of time could never move again / We could stay in this moment, for the rest of our lives. Amazing how life turns out the way that it does ; we end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love /// Lying here beside me, palms and eyes open wide.

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2011-09-05T02:09:00.001+08:00

You know that feeling -- that feeling you'll never get with anyone else and you're sure of it. That feeling, that is accompanied with a lot of pain and ache but you know that it is what makes you feel alive. You're so sure of the intensity of it and you know it will always hold through, despite of changing circumstances. You will always carry it in your heart, wherever you go.
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I will endure and finish strong!

2011-09-04T17:26:00.001+08:00

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Great Love VS Right Love

2011-09-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

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Happiness is unique. You can never get back the same happiness.

2011-08-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

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Via etiquetteforalady

2011-08-28T21:03:00.001+08:00

You cannot protect yourself from sadness without also protecting yourself from happiness.
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via loveyourchaos

2011-08-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

I want to live my best life for You

2011-08-27T10:25:00.000+08:00

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You never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice.

2011-08-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

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Hello,

2011-08-15T23:24:00.001+08:00

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Hi amanda

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Reclusion

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There's a fire starting in my heart

2011-08-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

I've blocked out the past for a good reason. When someone who means everything to you shows you that you mean absolutely nothing to them, you forget the good times and just remember the bad ones so that it's easier to move on. (Via runawaytrain)
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I don't want spurts of peace but an everlasting one.

2011-08-06T20:58:00.005+08:00

Funny how we try to move on and at the same time, hold on. I don't like the the idea of fleeting happiness, it scares me, but one that encapsulates a larger than life purpose. I don't like being caught in flux, in transit, remaining disconnected to emotions. I hope to find a way to stay firm on solid ground, when all else is sinking sand / Dont want to keep chasing pavements and flying circles.
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Tuesdays with Morrie

2011-08-06T20:58:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling. "

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2011-08-06T20:53:00.001+08:00

I want to believe in it all again, the art, the fate, and the love. I want to believe that I’ve made the right choice and that I’m on the right path and there’s still time to fix the mistakes that I’ve made. I guess all I want is hope.

via reddropsonroses.tumblr

2011-08-06T19:41:00.005+08:00

“There`s only so much you can do before you stop and realize it’s over. The problem we have is we hate giving up. It’s a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak; but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. It’s letting go of something when you know it’s near the end." Didn't they know I was not the same already/ So many parts of me had died.

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

2011-08-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

-E.E Cummings

Learning how to live in a Love so big

2011-08-01T03:45:00.000+08:00

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I shot for the sky / I'm stuck on the ground

2011-07-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

makes me smile :)

2011-07-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

With You I will walk the narrow road / my greatest honour is to be with You

2011-07-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

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I could do with a sausage mcmuffin w egg right now

2011-06-14T02:01:00.001+08:00

Softened

2011-06-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

Two is better than one

2011-06-09T19:43:00.002+08:00

SPD

2011-05-17T02:51:00.004+08:00

Hello! Im still volunteering with the Society for the Physically Disabled, and they are going to have a Flag Day on the 16th of July! Hehehe, so if you guys are free, please do sign up and help to volunteer for a good cause! The people there have really been so lovely, and i've formed bonds with them that i would never forget. Their optimism always brings me hope, teaches me to be humble and to find joy in the simplest things around us... I'm so thankful for these experiences. :)

IMG-20110514-00121.jpg

2011-05-15T06:53:00.002+08:00

We got lost while driving around in Johor yesterday but the food (above) was really shiock hehe. Nonetheless, it was great exploring ard with wez and we have to back to Jusco again! :D

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showing off her new polka dotted dress which requires some alteration at the sleeves :*)

2011-05-11T14:47:00.003+08:00

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Lurbs

2011-05-11T14:33:00.003+08:00

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dr mrtn maryjanes :*)

2011-05-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

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2011-05-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

want to 'chill' cute girl

2011-04-17T13:17:00.001+08:00

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i miss prawning

2011-04-17T13:13:00.003+08:00

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Closer to the edge

2011-04-11T08:59:00.001+08:00

2011-04-03T12:35:00.005+08:00

Anytime you wisper my name, you'll see, Every single promise I'll keep
What are words if you really dont mean them when you say them
What are words if they are only for good times and that's all
When its love, they live on, even when we are gone
I'm forever keeping my angel close

I love honey !!!

2011-03-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

Honey is becoming especially cute as she ages, and I'll really be sad when her time comes... Its because of her that I've started to like dogs, and if I could I would want a toy poodle! But mum won't allow cos she's allergic, so maybe ill start with a hamster first :>

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这个是最好吃的，新加坡没有。

2011-03-23T14:59:00.001+08:00

我很喜欢吃冰淇淋，很美味，吃的津津有味！

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Python

2011-03-23T01:12:00.001+08:00

It just arrived from the USA and I'm so psyched. I have had this obsession from 3 years ago to collect long-lasting bracelets over my years...;(Cant do earrings cause I get infection easily, and fingers are too fat for rings). And this is my first ever leather bracelet! Below is my small collection that I love to death, and each bracelet was given to moi to symbolise a special event or occasion (Or that's what I think lah). Sadly, I've lost one already :'( Imma go sleep ahappygirl

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W to Pinkster

2011-03-22T19:47:00.002+08:00

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Food for thought

2011-03-22T03:58:00.007+08:00

Today, wex pointed out(again) how nerdy and 'weird' I was in the past. Its funny because I remember being so awkward in the relationship, as I was very shy and I could not express my feelings at all. Like I never knew how it was like to be in a relationship or how to be a gf ; I did not know what to say or how to act. Like I felt so shy and scared inside but to him I appeared aloof and cold, it puzzled and confused him. Haha thinking back to 4 or 5 years ago, its really funny how I was, and honestly if wasnt wes, I think the guy would have judged me to be rude or arrogant. I think I'm still like that sometimes lah, to some people I feel uncomfortable with, and they would definitely feel like how wex felt 5 yrs ago! Like, i don't know how to act, than it comes off as cold and distant. While other times, when I am comfortable and can get along with a stranger, I can be hyper and talkative! Hahaha shucks so weird uh. Sometimes I wish I could just open my heart to people(that I'm more uncomfortable with), and break the ice, so that they can see how I really am like inside. Than they would know I'm not cold and distant, that I put up barriers ard me because I am actually scared and fearful, I don't talk much because I'm struggling to find words to say, I appear stoned and aloof when I'm scared Im disliked. I don't know whether all this makes sense, but I just wish they could cut my heart open and see how I was like. But yah wes the awesome bestie told me he likes me weird like that :( I rmb I visited topshop once and I was talking to this new girl, trying to keep it cool, and then I said bye to her but called her name wrongly by accident! I was so embarrassed when she said that it wasn't her name, that my first reaction was to pretend I didn't hear anything, and I just walked away like nothing happened... while she stared at me in surprise. Aiya I'm just ranting on as wex plays his guitar at errrr 334am, so I'm just going to stop now.I'm talking to myself....... So don't mind me!
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via lifeisinstinct

2011-03-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

we call ourselves human, then what are they?
(via lifeisinstinct)

hellomissmeghan:

Sea otters hold hands when they sleep,
so they don’t drift away from each other.

(via reretro)

too cute! i had to repost!

Society for the Physically Disabled

2011-03-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

I've been volunteering for the Society for the Physically Disabled in my free time and i've learnt alot from such an enriching experience. Although I have been to Phillipines and Cambodia for mission trips, this experience is totally different... It has really opened my eyes to the extreme needs that exist around me, and it hit hard on me that any one of us could have been just like them. Anyway!!! Every year there is a charity show hosted by Mediacorp, and this year it will be the SPD Charity Show !!! So please watch it if you are free this weekend, 13th March, and support my friends :) :) :)

Bling

2011-02-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yum Yum

2011-02-27T23:15:00.005+08:00

I've done such a good job in letting pinkie grow this wonderful smelly smell. Shd make a perfume out of it. Hahaha that's the awesome mbmj bag lurbly steph gave 4my bday, and the clutch is from wes(:
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via aussie fool

2011-02-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

Powerpuff ~

2011-02-19T17:58:00.010+08:00

Wahah to Siti and Wati, Blossom and Buttercup,
Luvu2always :) Good Times ~~~

Love the way you lie Part 2

2011-02-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

Just a dream

2011-02-10T14:40:00.001+08:00

This COVER is fantastic. They should be famous.

Zzz

2011-02-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm always floating in transition. At one point, I was materialistic and lived by my eyeliner day in and day out, but now I hardly wear it anymore. I kinda lost hold of myself as well and started to dislike people, subconsciously. I started to have more anger in my heart, and of course bitterness as well. I can only write about all this now because I've realised it and have (sorta) grown out of it. Well I guess its good to have got lost, but still be able to find my way out in the end. I'm writing this to serve as a reminder to myself, that no matter what, even if I feel hurt as a result of things, I must try not to become bitter anymore. If I ever showed anger to you before, I apologise. I still have a lot to learn to become a better person with a bigger heart. I guess boey kim cheng is right, life is really a journey about finding out who we really are at the end of the day. There is no end point, only a process.
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Thanks

2011-02-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

Dad for buying me bakkwa!!! Here's a big blurry photo of you for U
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Hello wex

2011-02-09T18:31:00.006+08:00

You've been so busy lately just wna let you know i miss you :> & dont be stressed oky.

Hmph... just realised that all 3 photos i chose are very unflattering for me :<

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2011-02-04T12:01:00.004+08:00

luvmybirks!
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via itsawonderfullive

2011-01-31T23:03:00.001+08:00

67

2011-01-19T12:01:00.006+08:00

i chanced upon this video

behind the scenes

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Just keep moving forward

2011-01-17T12:32:00.000+08:00

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Continue

2011-01-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

Ok I realised I ended very abruptly, but anyway for 2011 I wish only to have more faith in God and His plans for me, more faith in myself, and more faith in people... Hahaha I didn't anyhow come up with it ok ;) I really mean to work on these 3 aspects. 1) I'm a worry bug and so I need to not lean on my own understanding so much, but trust in Him more!!! 2) Have more faith and believe I have the capabilities to succeed in wtv I do 3) Open my heart more to people and not let my walls lean in. Yupppppp! Ok, may the year be a good one for me and yOooU ;)
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2010

2011-01-11T23:23:00.001+08:00

Was bitter sweet in so many ways ... Bid goodbye to an old friend, made many new ones. Said hi to long hours of working at ts, but gained a whole lot of experience and joy that came along with it. I will appreciate and remember the many travel trips - going to different foreign landscapes and learning about various cultures while mingling with family friends ... - 2010 - A big part of the year was filled with experiencing pain and having to deal with the lack of direction in my life. However, the big move in changing church helped a lot and gave me strength that I needed for school choices. Although the year was seemingly bleak, I'm still appreciative of all the little blessings that came along -- close friends became closer and I met wex's family :) They are cutiepies. When they don't see me for a week, they will ask why I am busy. Its also heart warming hearing uncle talk and talk non stop about his younger days... Okay this was not suppose to be this long, I'm just going to sleep now... Night everybody :)
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2011-01-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hi lovelies, add me on bbm please! This has def made me more active on the internet, as compared to before hehehe. pin:23901BA2
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Watersports

2010-12-30T16:11:00.006+08:00

jetskiing, kayaking, parasailing, swimming, i love water sports!
and i zip-lined off a building ~~!!!~~

July 2010

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June Italy

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DYE

2010-11-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

~_~

2010-11-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

To Mondo Guerra

2010-11-12T00:50:00.009+08:00

LOVE Mondo Guerra to bits and pieces. he should have totally won for the finale! the symbols, loud vibrant colours and different shapes ~~~ he is really so brilliantly CREATIVE! #1 HANDS DOWN.

in comic book style

2010-11-06T14:39:00.003+08:00

:)

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i really want to live a simple life filled with love and joy, always.

it gets harder as we grow up, but i really want to try.

Shorter

2010-10-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

A Call ~

2010-09-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another - and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

So do not throw away your confidence ; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. For, In just a little while, " He who is coming will come and will not delay. " And, " But my righteous one will live by faith. And I take no pleasure in the one who shrinks back. "

But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved. Hebrews Chapter 10 (23 - 25) & (35 - 39)

2 Blake Brothers!

2010-09-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

4Y ~ 2006

White, via

2010-09-18T11:02:00.002+08:00

Green Blue

2010-09-18T11:00:00.021+08:00

TO : Greenberry / Blueberry
Some come in and never go out
I will always love you - my S, Love B

2010-08-02T12:39:00.001+08:00

2010-08-02T12:35:00.002+08:00

“ Isn’t it nice to know that you haven’t yet laughed, all that you’ll laugh? That you haven’t yet met, some of your very best friends? And that you haven’t yet dreamed, all that you’ll manifest? That all bridges will be mended? That all sadness will be healed? And that life never ends? That all of your challenges will be won? That all of your triumphs will be shared? And that the difference you’ll make, has already begun? Well, it is for me, because I also know that if you don’t see these things yet, you will. Could it get any better? ”